she's a big gurl now

2y n 5y..she's a big girl now
but she alwiz be my baby...mama lap u so much darling!
sayang sgt2...yaa,she alwiz ask me "mama sayang danisha x?"
of koslaaa mama sayang cha cha!
danisha pun sayang mama..mama lap u more laaah sayang!

semoga anak mama jadi anak yg solehah,cerdik
dan berjaya dunia dan akhirt,amin



unsaFe

the disappearance of william  is not a new phenomenon

yess malaysia is not safe place anymore!
honestly,i alwiz feel unsafe

i feel unsafe going to the ATM,i feel unsafe in parking lots

i feel unsafe most of the time, even in my own home
kalau kat rumah,paham2 jela takut apa kan
bukan yg mistik tp yg realiti...why?

coz every single day when i read a newspaper, 

ada je kes rompakan yg berlaku
pukul 6 pagi pun ada yg berani pecah rumah...sgt scary laah!
kdg bukan dlm paper je,tp yg berlaku kt sekeliling,
yg x masuk paper lglaa scary!

 

kalau pergi shppg ,biasanya danisha memang masukkan dlm troli
kalau x ,memang asek lari sana sini
memang penatlaa mulut marah

kdg dah geram kene kutil dgn mama heee
bukan semua tempat ada troli kan
nak harap masuk stroller,jgn harapla die nak

kisah cubaan rogol oleh remaja sekolah..dekat stesen minyak baru2 ni,
makes me afraid to go to toilet alone!

uwaaaa semua tempat dah x selamat !

even dekat tempat public,yg ramai org pun

apa solutionnyer?? apa kata kite enforce HUDUD

yeSS, let the hudud law take over of our current law.

i’m sure people who want to commit a crime will think twice  =)

yess,so true...who are we to say wait?

nikmaTnyeR cotii sem

nikmattnyer cuti semester
terasa lapang dada..tenang jiwe hahaa...mak hover kan!hehee
yeaaaa i can spend more time wit cha cha!
seyess,epjj student sgt mencabar ok
esp pada yg dah kawen...dah ada anak...
mana nak spend time dgn anak..hubby...nak baca buku
nak buat assg....kerja rumaah...dgn kerjaa lg..uwaaawawaaaa.....
cepatlaaa habes belajar...x sabarnye!

for those people who want to further their study

and at the same time want to work
better buatla before kawen..dah kawen,dah ada anak
banyak komitmen...dan pengorbanan yg diperlukan

i used to study in matriculation college but i quit
my ayah and i were very close and i felt lost bile ayah dah x de
then dapat offer MMU..degree..tp x amek
sebab byk ongkosnye kan..malas nak susahkan mak
pastu dapat diploma kat UTM...tu pun naseb baikla
sebab dah lambat setahun kan....

sebulan abes diploma dah dpt keje
grad pun belum masa tu...tu yg konon2 nak amek epjj
ingat cam senang sgtlaa kan
tp apa pun....my prinsip is,menuntut ilmu tu dituntut islam
tuntutla ilmu hingga ke liang lahad,insyaallah =)





cha cha x nak skool!

ohhhh no!!mama belom sampai opis,nenek dah call
danisha x nak skool!dah 2 hari ok!
i guess i know why

danishaa ni memang susah sikit dgn org lain
die x berapa nak kat orang
tp last year,class teacher die sgt lembut
baru first time jumpe,danisha dah bole pelok die tau
but dis year dah tukar teacher lain...nampak agak seyes

hurmmm...bile tanya knp x nak gi skool
die x nak ckp pulak..alaaaahaaii anak omaakkk!
dah pujuk2 dia..hopefully she can get along wit
her  new frens n teachers
actually,kids who get along with their teachers

 not only learn more, but they're more comfortable!
dat is why it's important for a kindergarden  teacher

 to love children and have patience...
yesss!!bukan kindy yg penting tp cikgunyer!
oohhh ai x ckp cikgu cha cha  x bagus yerr

cume mayb amek masa tuk danisha sesuaikan diri

dgn cikGu baru =)

 

ohh mY english!

it has been one week since i started my current job

so far so good...surau dekat,caFe dekat
tp agak jauhlaa dr my home...actually not so far,tp biasalaaa
jadikk jauhh sebab jem hahaa

yeahh every company i joined so far,
majority staff in the department is a chinese

like now, i'm the only malay in my department...
most of my collegues are chinese 

 but they are awesome..very frenly n helpful

i have no problem living, working, socializing among other races
jiran kat rumah pun majoriti chinese

cumeeeeee,i'm not very gud in english wahhaaaahaa
agaknyee kat melaka ni memang ramai chinese kot?
or memang private sector camtu kan..dierang je yg konker
apapun..yg penting tempat solat selesa n boleh solat
seyess,ada jugak company yg x sediakan kemudahan utk solat
i think gomen patut amek berat isu ni..kata negara islam kan?
mana dtg keberkatan satu pekerjaan kalau solat pun x dpt kan..

cakap pasal ohh my english,
yesss,selama ni x penah kisah pun ttg bahasa ni
for me,x penting pun..since primary skool sampai masuk U
x penah kisah nak improve...but when i started working,then i realized
that english is very important...even tho bahasa kebangsaan adalah BM
sebabnya?private sector banyak other races yg konker
senang kata,english is the main working language in private sector
so nak x nak,kenelaa improve kan..

last but not least,
lets improve our english! kalau bukan sebab kerja
mayb untuk kebaikan anak2...lg bagus kalau tahu bahasa arab kan
nanti anak2 tahu 3 bahasa..wahhh bestnye!

  

 

first daY

tomorrow is my first day at new company
yeaaa,after careful consideration, 

i have decided not to accept the gomen's offer
as i said before, family will be my ultimate priority
i can sacrifice anything, even my career for them

honestly,sampai skang pun hati still kecewa dan sedey
bukan je sebab penempatan

 tp sebab adanya unsur ketidak adilan kat situ
yaaa ai x de kabel,of kosla yg ada kabel diutamakan kan?
even tho dia x bermasalah dan berkeutamaan pun
x pelaa,ALLAH is alwiz fair..

setiap perbuatan kite kat dunia ni...pasti ada balasan dari NYA
watever pun,as my mum said...itu hanyala penyebab
semuanya datang dr kehendak ALLAH juaa
tp ALLAH maha penyayang...ALLAH gantikan secepatnya rezeki yg hilang
terubatlaa sikit hati ni walau x sepenuhnya
even kontrak  je..tp x pelaa
ada lg 2 interviews kat company lain tuk permanent staff

 tp amek jela yg mana dah dapat kan

OK stop thinking about sad things
past is past...x gune nak cakap pun kan

so tomorrow is the first day...i'm excited but neves!

 oohh..my contract ends in january next year

serap atau x,depend samaada dierang nak kekalkan jaw tu atau tak
and of kos performance!

hopefully, they let me be a permanent staff
tp dalam setahun ni,cariklaa keje lain kan
kontrak pun,kene 2 months notice tau!!hahaa
ok,tu jerr....hopefully things will work out well,wish me luck!!

Allah knows wat is best for us ♥

 ohhh ya,first day of school for danisha tomorrow
mama x dpt nak hantar cha cha..uwaaaaa!
papalaa yg kene teman danisha..be a gud gurl tau cha cha..
no worries...mama tau cha brave gurl =)

first time try baju skool taun lepas...senyum sampai telinga hahaa =p



pengkalan balaK

pengkalan balak is not far from my home,it took only 45 mins drive

tp x penah sampai pun haahaa..cuti sekolaah lepas 

saja bawak my lil cutees pergi sini

it was my first time and i never expect 

dat we had quite a clean beach over there..lg bersih dr PD ok!
cume pasirnye x putih mcm kt PD

 sampai2 jee main pasir dulu

 hahaa..tgk danisha pakai baju tutup semua heee
mandi di sagil n wonderland dah cukup buat kulit dia berbelang2

sampai skang x hilang lg belaang tu
so kali ni,mama pakai baju penuhh punyer hahaa
actually,nak beli swimming suit baru tuk cha cha
yg penuhlaa...sebab x nakla belang2 badan die haha
gegurl mestilaa barbie kaan..tp suarnye pendeklaaa huuu
puass gak carik kat jusco besar n kecik tp x jumpee yg pjg
next time la mama carik ye cha cha
puteri lilin betul mama danisha ni hehee

kasik tutup semuaa

 

 feewwwittttt =p

pas main pasir,time untuk berennndaaamm!
of kos mama pun join sekali..mana leh tgk je kan

nenek je x join..nenek duduk kat atass

 

  tp..tp....tgklaa tu...danisha punyelaa takut!

haaaihhh...nak kata x pena pegi pantai..dah banyak kali kot

dekat wonderland bukan main berani pulaak

oohh cha chaa!

nur alya qistina..next year dah 10y...my only niece =)



bYe2 2012 welcome 2013

2012 was not my best year...banyak duka dari suka

family : taun 2012 still merancang,
so no adik for cha cha hee...reason merancang?coz,mama x abes stadi lg
keinginan nak tambah memang ada,cume takut x dpt bg komitmen huu
nak travel melaka shah alam lg,huby weken selalu keje
dulu time danisha,memang memanjang x sihat time preggy hee
morning sickness sampai 6 bulan..muntah je
pastu bengkak kaki,semput lg,kene cek gula kat hospital lg
tp alhamdulillah,anak mama lahir sempurna..syukur

career : setelah bertahun menunggu,akhirnya ALLAH kabulkan doaku
namun kegembiraan itu hanya seketika,
sekelip mata ALLAH tarik balik..yg dikejar x dpt dikendong keciciran
sgt sedeyy sebenarnyaa...tp x semua yg faham hati ni
walk in my shoes,then u can judge me!
tp life must go on kan?ALLAH maha penyayang....
alhamdulillah,masih ada rezekiku di tempat lain
walaupun tetap di sektor swasta..walau hati masih sedey,
tp tetap bersyukurr padamu ya ALLAH

study : dah nak abes semester..the worst semester ever...STRESS
x sabarnye nak habisss..=p

konflik : so many conflicts..but i'm grateful....

coz dari konflik ni...ku sedar yg mana kaca dan pertama
as my mum said,rambut sama hitam..hati lain2

health : yeahhh my health is better but not gud enough
 kene control gula n kolestrol
semput dah agak baik ,alhamdulillah
ohhh yaa,i only lost 3kg in a year!
hahaa...hopefully,2013 akan turun banyak dan banyakkkk!

okkk tu jerr citer 2012...azam tahun baru?
lebey kurang cam taun lepas gak..banyak yg x tercapai lg =)

last but not least...keep the smile, leave the tear..

new year,new book,new hopes..

may ALLAH bless us in the new year wit peace,care n hepiness ♥♥