first daY

tomorrow is my first day at new company
yeaaa,after careful consideration, 

i have decided not to accept the gomen's offer
as i said before, family will be my ultimate priority
i can sacrifice anything, even my career for them

honestly,sampai skang pun hati still kecewa dan sedey
bukan je sebab penempatan

 tp sebab adanya unsur ketidak adilan kat situ
yaaa ai x de kabel,of kosla yg ada kabel diutamakan kan?
even tho dia x bermasalah dan berkeutamaan pun
x pelaa,ALLAH is alwiz fair..

setiap perbuatan kite kat dunia ni...pasti ada balasan dari NYA
watever pun,as my mum said...itu hanyala penyebab
semuanya datang dr kehendak ALLAH juaa
tp ALLAH maha penyayang...ALLAH gantikan secepatnya rezeki yg hilang
terubatlaa sikit hati ni walau x sepenuhnya
even kontrak  je..tp x pelaa
ada lg 2 interviews kat company lain tuk permanent staff

 tp amek jela yg mana dah dapat kan

OK stop thinking about sad things
past is past...x gune nak cakap pun kan

so tomorrow is the first day...i'm excited but neves!

 oohh..my contract ends in january next year

serap atau x,depend samaada dierang nak kekalkan jaw tu atau tak
and of kos performance!

hopefully, they let me be a permanent staff
tp dalam setahun ni,cariklaa keje lain kan
kontrak pun,kene 2 months notice tau!!hahaa
ok,tu jerr....hopefully things will work out well,wish me luck!!

Allah knows wat is best for us ♥

 ohhh ya,first day of school for danisha tomorrow
mama x dpt nak hantar cha cha..uwaaaaa!
papalaa yg kene teman danisha..be a gud gurl tau cha cha..
no worries...mama tau cha brave gurl =)

first time try baju skool taun lepas...senyum sampai telinga hahaa =p



pengkalan balaK

pengkalan balak is not far from my home,it took only 45 mins drive

tp x penah sampai pun haahaa..cuti sekolaah lepas 

saja bawak my lil cutees pergi sini

it was my first time and i never expect 

dat we had quite a clean beach over there..lg bersih dr PD ok!
cume pasirnye x putih mcm kt PD

 sampai2 jee main pasir dulu

 hahaa..tgk danisha pakai baju tutup semua heee
mandi di sagil n wonderland dah cukup buat kulit dia berbelang2

sampai skang x hilang lg belaang tu
so kali ni,mama pakai baju penuhh punyer hahaa
actually,nak beli swimming suit baru tuk cha cha
yg penuhlaa...sebab x nakla belang2 badan die haha
gegurl mestilaa barbie kaan..tp suarnye pendeklaaa huuu
puass gak carik kat jusco besar n kecik tp x jumpee yg pjg
next time la mama carik ye cha cha
puteri lilin betul mama danisha ni hehee

kasik tutup semuaa

 

 feewwwittttt =p

pas main pasir,time untuk berennndaaamm!
of kos mama pun join sekali..mana leh tgk je kan

nenek je x join..nenek duduk kat atass

 

  tp..tp....tgklaa tu...danisha punyelaa takut!

haaaihhh...nak kata x pena pegi pantai..dah banyak kali kot

dekat wonderland bukan main berani pulaak

oohh cha chaa!

nur alya qistina..next year dah 10y...my only niece =)



bYe2 2012 welcome 2013

2012 was not my best year...banyak duka dari suka

family : taun 2012 still merancang,
so no adik for cha cha hee...reason merancang?coz,mama x abes stadi lg
keinginan nak tambah memang ada,cume takut x dpt bg komitmen huu
nak travel melaka shah alam lg,huby weken selalu keje
dulu time danisha,memang memanjang x sihat time preggy hee
morning sickness sampai 6 bulan..muntah je
pastu bengkak kaki,semput lg,kene cek gula kat hospital lg
tp alhamdulillah,anak mama lahir sempurna..syukur

career : setelah bertahun menunggu,akhirnya ALLAH kabulkan doaku
namun kegembiraan itu hanya seketika,
sekelip mata ALLAH tarik balik..yg dikejar x dpt dikendong keciciran
sgt sedeyy sebenarnyaa...tp x semua yg faham hati ni
walk in my shoes,then u can judge me!
tp life must go on kan?ALLAH maha penyayang....
alhamdulillah,masih ada rezekiku di tempat lain
walaupun tetap di sektor swasta..walau hati masih sedey,
tp tetap bersyukurr padamu ya ALLAH

study : dah nak abes semester..the worst semester ever...STRESS
x sabarnye nak habisss..=p

konflik : so many conflicts..but i'm grateful....

coz dari konflik ni...ku sedar yg mana kaca dan pertama
as my mum said,rambut sama hitam..hati lain2

health : yeahhh my health is better but not gud enough
 kene control gula n kolestrol
semput dah agak baik ,alhamdulillah
ohhh yaa,i only lost 3kg in a year!
hahaa...hopefully,2013 akan turun banyak dan banyakkkk!

okkk tu jerr citer 2012...azam tahun baru?
lebey kurang cam taun lepas gak..banyak yg x tercapai lg =)

last but not least...keep the smile, leave the tear..

new year,new book,new hopes..

may ALLAH bless us in the new year wit peace,care n hepiness ♥♥